Wednesday, March 20, 2013


what is destiny?
is it the want for a love...
one that fits all the desires that we're looking for...
the ultimate soul mate who knows us and understands everything we are...
is it the unknown adventure...
the travels that take us into the future...
the ride of a life time filled with the new and exciting...
is it winning...
is it the losing....
or the loss and gain and loss again...
are we living it each day...
or have we already had it...
is it what we make it out to be....
is it measured in tears and heartaches...
laughter and smiles...
or in the silence and still just before sleep...
is it ever circling...
ending and beginning with no notice...
wrapping around time and space...
does it explain hope...
bring us to an end...
will we know when it arrives...
do we try and change it...
or is it all predetermined for us...
even possibly a vague elusiveness that always remains out of reach...
is it our suffering...
to continually know pain & hurt...
or is it the getting back up after the fall...
do we find it at the end of a rainbow...
can we touch it & hold it like a child to a toy...
or is it simply the reason to never give in & never give up...
how will we know once we've reached it...
how will it feel to finally be engulfed by it...
or could we be in it now...

is it leading us out of the darkness into the light...
is it strait forward or twisted like vines through the jungle...
or is it split into 100's of pieces for us to pick up & put together...
is it a fickle bitch...
or the warming calm...
or just a simple desire...
where will your destiny lead you....

Saturday, March 16, 2013


A box. What a simple way to store things. There are boxes of all different sizes for all of life's large & small needs. Boxes so big you can cover a car & ones so small that a single gem can only find room to sit. Some boxes fold in helping to hold down the overstuffed seams, while others have nicely fitting lids for easy access. There are boxes with handles & some are so decorative that they end up as storeable decor. There are even beautiful boxes that are so extremely ornate that we only see them once before burying them for all eternity while there are others that we dig up again years later.

We stuff our lives into these boxes. Filing out the old & unnecessary to be rummaged though again at another time. We stuff our paperwork & documents & everything that holds us accountable into special boxes that are then off to a hidden spot. Diamonds & watches & deeds & wills all get locked away into metal boxes that can withstand explosions & heists. Then there are other boxes that are falling apart & damaged by weather or moves. Some boxes get stuffed so full that pieces of innards start popping out like some sort of horror scene, while other's are meant to simply showoff the splendor found within. We then stack them to the ceiling & fill out every corner & inch of extra space.

No matter what....each box holds something special. As we return to each box...a flood of memories is only moments away. Memories of our childhoods are tucked away with that old stuffed toy. Pictures upon pictures of time & loved ones hidden away from the world but always return when a memory strikes up. A forgotten love resurfaces from an old letter found at the bottom of a box. Boxes that will make you tear up from seeing a specific memory or from not cleaning out that thing in the bottom of your camping box that was last used 8 years ago. We will hide special things in boxes to surprise or scare others. We take the time to decorate boxes to help entice the bearer even more.

The box can be used in a literal sense as well. We've all heard the terminology "to
think outside the box" or "hating to be boxed in". Most of us have gone to the Box Office or seen a box match. Some of us have ridden in a boxcar & some have eaten box berries. We even have stories of boxes holding all the evils in the world & religious artifacts. These simple & wonderful things can help us get organized & hold all things that life needs. So next time you see those brown cardboard boxes in the attic or garage or dust off those delicate or decorative containers....remember that they are doing exactly what you have planned for them to do....holding your life's belongings & therefore....holding you!

Monday, March 11, 2013


I can be an asshole of the grandest kind
I can withhold like it's going out of style
I can be the moodiest baby and you've never met anyone
Who is as negative as I am....sometimes

I am the wisest one you've ever met
I am the kindest soul with whom you've connected
I have the bravest heart that you've ever seen
And you've never met anyone
Who's as positive as I am....sometimes

You see everything, you see every part
You see all my light and you love my dark
You dig everything of which I'm ashamed
There's not anything to which you can't relate
And you're still here

I blame everyone else, not my own partaking
My passive-aggressiveness can be devastating
I'm terrified and mistrusting
And you've never met anyone as,
As closed down as I am sometimes.

You see everything, you see every part
You see all my light and you love my dark
You dig everything of which I'm ashamed
There's not anything to which you can't relate
And you're still here

What I resist, persists, and speaks louder than I know
What I resist, you love, no matter how low or...high I go

I'm the funniest one that you've ever known
I'm the dullest one that you've ever known
I'm the most gorgeous one that you've ever known
And you've never met anyone
Who is as everything as I am...sometimes

You see everything, you see every part
And you're still here
You see all my light and you love my dark
And you're still here
You dig everything of which I'm ashamed
There's not anything to which you can't relate
And you're still here

Monday, March 4, 2013

Pisces Fun Facts

Since we are now in the middle of the zodiac Pisces....I MUST take a moment & pay respect to the zodiac sun sign that rules me so. Here are some fun facts to know about the 12th & final sign of the zodiac:

Pisces are stronger then they think & wiser then they know.
Pisces will know you better then you know yourself.
Pisces sign represents eternity.
Pisces tend to be optimists often times to a fault.
The Moon in the Tarot Cards represent Pisces.
Pisces grin to hide unshed tears.
Pisces make outstanding directors, photographers, actors, dancers, painters & artists of all likes.
Pisces love being right.
Music, movies & books can transport Pisces to another dimension.
Pisces have un-comparable hearing ability.
It is difficult to surprise the Pisces as they have a natural ability to know things ahead of time.
Pisces women, at first glance, are every man's school boy dream with a touch of playboy bunny.
Rumors have spread about the charms of a Pisces.
Pisces can turn on tears or sunshine using an invisible switch.
Pisces hate to answer direct questions with just a yes or no.
Pisces are known to be great poets & writers . . . Dr. Suess is proof.
Pisces will always help you, you'll get no lectures or glances of superiority when you ask them for something.
Pisces never judge. No thieves, murderers, addicts, hypocrites, nor liars.
Pisces wear their laughs as a mask & they disguise them well.
Pisces humor is one of their secret weapons.
Pisces are very spontaneous.
Pisces can literally hypnotize themselves into or out of anything they choose, like fear
of heights, subways, elevators, or people.
Pisces is the blending of all the zodiac signs.
Pisces often have particular dreams or nightmares which are often precognitive.
Life through the eyes of Pisces is a huge stage.
Pisces have a great memory.
Deja Vu happens frequently to Pisces.
Pisces love to get ready before they go out for the evening.
When it comes to glamor & fashion....Pisces wrote the book.
Pisces love to have a dozen cups of coffee or tea a day.
Most Pisces have a natural curl to their hair & are known for their beautiful eyes.
Pisces can put the same song on repeat for hours.
Pisces are charming & naturally good-mannered.
Pisces have a saying: "I don't want to be a millionaire, I just want to live like one".
Pisces often wonder what the meaning of life is.
Pisces like to look at both sides before taking a stand.
A Pisces will make you fall in love with them quickly.
Pisces are super romantics.
Pisces lucky colors are blue, green & purple.
Pisces can become distracted easily.
Pisces are truly honest & great listeners.
Pisces don't have strong agendas & tend to go along with the flow.
Pisces like time alone to contemplate the workings of the universe.
Pisces love swimming, dancing & generally moving their bodies.
Pisces hate over crowded areas, authorities, know-it-alls & criticism.
Pisces can accept challenges & rise to the top or take the easy way & sink to the bottom.
Pisces truly feel what the character of a movie or book is feeling.
Pisces yearn for an interesting life.
Pisces love to be social but sometimes need total alone time.
Most Pisces are short in height & slender in build.
Pisces worry more then they should.
Pisces tend to imagine the whole situation in their head before it even happens.
Pisces strive to make their fantasies come true.
Pisces will take a friend's problem & make it their own.
Pisces are great at reading people.
Pisces biggest downfall is they believe everything.
Best day of the week for a Pisces is Friday.
The symbol of the two opposing fish represents the duality of their personality.
Pisces are known to have a lot of compassion & are always there for their friends.
Pisces are either super sentimental or not at all.
Pisces can often see right through someone & are not easily fooled.
When a Pisces has a feeling that something will happen, it usually does.
If a Pisces writes a's about you.
Pisces are very hard to understand, but understand everyone else perfectly.

So now you're a step closer to understand those mysterious Pisces. Each person is  unique therefore may not have all of these traits based on their birth charts or adding in their oriental sign. No matter how you cut it up though, these are all common to Pisces. As a Pisces, my best advice is...don't try too hard to understand them, just love them & they will always be there for you!